Coming back to work after vacation is horrible, we all know this. But today was especially horrifying. Without any effort, I was made to feel like an incompetent boob. So that’s fun. I really hate that feeling…like I’m somehow the worst ever at my job and that I have no business being there in the first place. Sometimes, it’s very very hard being the youngest (by a long shot) person on my team with the least amount of experience. I try really hard to do the best that I can, but sometimes, it’s really easy to make me feel like a total moron.
This is incredibly vague and I’m aware of that. Just know that work was total shit today.
There is a redeeming factor to today however.
I came home this evening to find Todd making my all-time favorite dinner he’s ever made me. WHAT!?!?? That’s usually reserved for date nights and only after I’ve requested it several bajillion times in one day…it’s a really hard dish to make so for him to make it on a MONDAY no less was very very special and surprising!
I’m a lucky girl.