On wanting what I have….

Yesterday was Mother's Day. I wanted to write yesterday, but never got around to it. My family took me for a long brunch after church (where the mimosa tureen never got refilled and, for that, I will never forgive the staff) then we came home and I nursed my youngest down for a nap before … Continue reading On wanting what I have….

On knowing I have plenty…

It's the new year and I've decided to try two new personal projects for 2017: 1. Don't buy anything that isn't necessary. 2. Do ten minutes of yoga every day. Surprisingly (to me), it's the second one that's been the most challenging so far. I've done yoga once since January 1st. ONCE. I have carved … Continue reading On knowing I have plenty…

On the depths of my soul…

It's exactly one week until my favorite day of the year. It's better than my birthday. Better than Valentines Day. Christmas Eve is my favorite day of the year. When I was younger, Christmas Day ruled all. I think that's true for a lot of us. As children, we look forward to presents and Santa … Continue reading On the depths of my soul…

On wanting what I have…

With only two-ish weeks left in the year (and thank God for that), I've started thinking about New Years resolutions. I do this every year. But the last ten or so years, my resolutions are more about deleting something from my life than about adding. One year, I vowed to go to chain restaurants as … Continue reading On wanting what I have…

On learning life lessons…

I've had pets for almost as long as I can remember. My family got our first cat when I was probably ten years old. It was a huge error in judgment on my part...I didn't realize that once you feed a feral cat, he will continue to come back for more food. But he was … Continue reading On learning life lessons…

On ruining a meal…

When it comes to cooking, I don't fail often. Part of that stems from the fact that I'm not terribly adventurous in the kitchen. I'm a far braver baker than cook. So when I fail at cooking, I fail hard. There are a few instances I can choose from...the time I set my oven on fire … Continue reading On ruining a meal…

Sunday Brain Dump

This month, I'm going to use Sundays as brain dumb days. I don't even have the energy to come up with a marginally clever title.  If I find something of importance or value to say, I will. If I don't, that's fine, too. Sometimes it's nice to just ramble. I'm 22 weeks pregnant right now … Continue reading Sunday Brain Dump

On needing to feel desirable….

Today is November 1 which means it's the first day of #NaBloPoMo, a writing challenge I've attempted several times in the past and am hoping to be more successful at this year. It helps that I'm joined by two women who are both good friends and excellent writers. I encourage you to read their work … Continue reading On needing to feel desirable….

On losing steam…

It's been easily a month since I've written. I used to have a goal of writing something once a week. And not just nonsense...I was supposed to be writing something worthwhile. I just don't feel like I have much to say lately. It's incredibly frustrating. I feel stuck. I'm not sure how or why, but … Continue reading On losing steam…

On facing down the future…

I've been thinking a lot about the future lately. Maybe more than I should. I tend to do it a lot. I'm the person that plans so far in advance that I often forget to stop and enjoy what I'm doing right now. It's been a point of contention in various relationships and friendships throughout my … Continue reading On facing down the future…