I’ve spent the last few years trying to lean into the hippie witchy side of myself. Learning about my astrology has been endlessly interesting. I’m a Taurus Sun, Aries Rising, and Pisces Moon.

Which is to say: I am a LOT.

I mean, I always kind of knew that, but it’s sometimes nice to see on paper, “Oh, THAT’S why I’m crazy!” and be able to better understand and manage my emotions and personality.

So apparently, today is the start of a big shift for both Taurus and Aries placements. I’m not sure what entirely that means, but it’s supposed to be something quite big. Especially in the areas of career and love.

The idea of growing more and more in love with my husband is rather delightful. We’ve been in a little slump, but life has also been a little…much recently. So it’s been hard to connect. I’m ready for that to change.

But when it comes to career? Well, that would be fucking amazing to see some positive changes.

Things just haven’t been working for me in regards to birth work for some time. I don’t enjoy it the way I used to. I never got the number of clients I was so hoping and praying and wishing and knowing-in-my-heart-ing that I would get once we moved to Dallas.

So I pivoted to focusing on teaching prenatal yoga. And man, do I love it. I’m good at it. The people I get to teach like my classes. But I currently don’t have any students so I’m sitting here, tail-spinning once again. Between hating social media marketing and just kind of feeling bleh about things, I don’t know if this is even something I should continue to pursue.

In my dream world, I’d be working at a book store part time, reading and recommending books. I’d be writing more regularly (which is a huge part of why I’m putting myself through this NaBloPoMo exercise). I’d be traveling my ass off (luckily, my whole family loves to do that, so that’s never really an issue). And I’d be able to be a perpetual dance mom for my one kid that loves dance and my other one that has recently taken a very keen interest in musical theatre.

I love being available to my kids, but I also love making money.

So there has to be a Taurus/Aries/this-season-is-going-to-be-awesome way to do that, right?

RIGHT?!